Sunday, April 13, 2008

Just picking at my brain...

I haven't written anything for a while...But not much has gone on besides LEISHA and VAHE getting married yesterday!
Yay! It was so cute. The weather was just perfect. The Temple was beautiful and the reception was amazing and had a great turn out and there was sooo much food. They are still trying to get rid of it. Leisha looked absolutely gorgeous. Vahe was stunning. You could defiantly tell they are going to be happy together forever. I'm so ecstatic for them and wish them only the best!

It all reminded me of my hubby and I. I just want, so bad, him to be here with me. Watching everyone dance, and me not being able to dance with with Luis killed me. Luckily I have a loving brother that asked me to dance, and I love him for that. He made me feel good. Anywho...I just got to thinking...over all...that i really hate not being able to dance with my husband when I want to...cook for him when he gets home from work...go to the park with him whenever we want...hold his hand when were just standing there...sleep next to him every night...even though he snores...seriously...
I even had a hard time being around couples, I almost avoid being in those situations where I know there are going to be couples or couple there and I won't feel like going because I know I will feel upset or sad. i mean don't get me wrong, yay for couples!, it's just...I guess I'm envious in a way, and I know that sounds ridiculous and I should just get over it but at the same time I try not to let it get to me, I shouldn't let it. It's couples being couples. I just miss him so much and I want to be able to do those same couple things that I see every day. We are married and we'll be together forever, and I hope it will be HERE together Fooorr EvvEr(Think Sandlot...anyone? anyone?....) Some days are harder than others...but we find a way to push through.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

dont trip sweety let them enjoy it and do not be like that cause when we back at it we gonna be unstopable they are all gonna be hatin on us. i love you my sunshine