I should be sleeping

But...I'm not...So...blogging time...

Not to much has been going on. I'm almost finished with this term of school and i'm convinced that I am failing 3 out of 3 classes...it's a good feeling...
I turned 21. Went to the traditional dinner with the family, which is always a hoot. Those are always a favorite. We pretty much just make fun of each other the whole time. It's all out of love. Went to dinner with the few friends I have here, but am thankful for, at the Portland City Grill. It was amazing. The service was amazing, the food...phenomenal. The view...fabulous. It just so happen to be thunder and lightening that night at we got the whole show! The birthday dessert...Mmm...I had a lot of fun. I needed it.
On another note, I work...and then work some more it seems. I'm trying to keep positive so I will want to go the next day...Some days are harder than others...I think part of it has to do with attitudes....Not just mine, but with co-workers...All I can do really is say 'oh well' and hope they realize they are bringing others down and snap out of the sass.
It's getting closer to June 11th. I can't frikin wait. It's all i need right now. Just to see my husband. I don't know how to explain the feelings I have. It's just time. I need to see him now. I hate that my emotions rule me. I can pretty much cry on a drop of a dime. I find myself to be in a much somber mood these days and almost don't know how to take myself out of it. I can keep myself busy as much as I want...but that doesn't change anything. I'm trying...but I can only do so much.
On a happier note, Maquel Weed is getting hitched at the end of June! I remember when we used to sit on my bed an play cards all night long...those where the days. Bestest of friends. I feel like she's always been strong in the church or at least somewhat more connected than me, but I admire her for that, and for the influences she had on me as a friend then and now.
I am now thinking to myself that I really should try and sleep...so...I will write sometime later....one day.

-Brit

Nice weather, under the weather...

So...It's starting to warm up outside. The clouds pretty much disappeared this afternoon which made it even better. Here's the crap side of it. I feel like crap...That's cool... here's some nice weather with a side of headaches, sinus flares, stomachaches, weakness and no will to stay awake.
Good Story.
Well...I can hope that I start to feel better within the day or 2...It would be nice to enjoy some good weather.
ON a better note...

I...am going to see...Luis...in June...

I'm STOKED.

No joke.
It's about time!

Just a little sumin sumin...

It's been a while since I last wrote...
Luis lost his job, but at no fault of his own. We are thinking it had to do with some kind of family drama...but what can you do...He's had a couple of interviews...some sound better than others, others are closer than others...but we're crossing our fingers that it will be a job that will treat him well and the pay will be enough.

I guess it's crazy hot down there right now. Luis says he just melts sitting there...
I think I finally found some dates that I will be able to go visit him...I'm thinking in about a month...so hopefully it won't be to crazy hot when I get down there.
Work and school are going fine for me. Same as always.
I don't seem to get out much and that means more time to clean, eat less, drink more water and starting...again... this week, GYM TIME.
We'll see how long that lasts.
I cut out fast food and soda for a start.
Except starbucks hot chocolate....that doesn't count...and regular chocolate...in moderation...of course...
And today when I was going to donate blood I found out my iron is 2 points low...Nothing to be alarmed about, but something work on they say.
More spinach for me!

Oo, I learned how to belay for the rock wall the other day. That was exciting. I'm stoked to work grad nights.

Luis and I are working on the first part of paperwork to send in. One step closer to having him home. I can't wait. OYE!

I couldn't come up with anything creative...sorry...

Um...No...I didn't Not take a pic after I had my wisdom teeth removed. I'll let you visualize what that might have been like. I have been enjoying my days of sleep. Something I haven't done in a while. Come to find out vicodin knocks me out. That makes is my new best friend. In a safe, good, healthy way of course. Pain is a little bit duller today. Tried to eat pizza today...didn't work so well. Back to top ramen and cottage cheese. The pain that was on the left side before I got my teeth pulled is pretty much gone, it's the right side that's killer now. What's with that? There's no winning. I've got to work Sunday and I'm hoping all will go well. Mom is a little worried. Guess I've been a little slow...loopy...I haven't stayed awake for more than 3 hours without taking a little cat nap and she's worried I'll over work myself...sooo...yay for adventures!

Chipmunks

Day 2...slightly better than Day 1. I can actually swallow...kinda...I'm down to one pain pill...but right now i feel like I should be taking 3...My right side is worse than the left...and I'm pretty sure there is a piece of rice stuck in the back somewhere and I can get it cuz I can't open my mouth more then a couple centimeters. I'm fun.

Let's all get our wisdom teeth pulled...It will make you fun to.

Luis got a laugh at me when I tried to talk to him on the phone...FYI hunny...not funny...but thanks :)

I just had to let it out. Gets kind of lonely sitting here all day and not be able to talk. But. I'm good. It's almost over with.

Just picking at my brain...

I haven't written anything for a while...But not much has gone on besides LEISHA and VAHE getting married yesterday!
Yay! It was so cute. The weather was just perfect. The Temple was beautiful and the reception was amazing and had a great turn out and there was sooo much food. They are still trying to get rid of it. Leisha looked absolutely gorgeous. Vahe was stunning. You could defiantly tell they are going to be happy together forever. I'm so ecstatic for them and wish them only the best!

It all reminded me of my hubby and I. I just want, so bad, him to be here with me. Watching everyone dance, and me not being able to dance with with Luis killed me. Luckily I have a loving brother that asked me to dance, and I love him for that. He made me feel good. Anywho...I just got to thinking...over all...that i really hate not being able to dance with my husband when I want to...cook for him when he gets home from work...go to the park with him whenever we want...hold his hand when were just standing there...sleep next to him every night...even though he snores...seriously...
I even had a hard time being around couples, I almost avoid being in those situations where I know there are going to be couples or couple there and I won't feel like going because I know I will feel upset or sad. i mean don't get me wrong, yay for couples!, it's just...I guess I'm envious in a way, and I know that sounds ridiculous and I should just get over it but at the same time I try not to let it get to me, I shouldn't let it. It's couples being couples. I just miss him so much and I want to be able to do those same couple things that I see every day. We are married and we'll be together forever, and I hope it will be HERE together Fooorr EvvEr(Think Sandlot...anyone? anyone?....) Some days are harder than others...but we find a way to push through.

It's coming in....sideways...No worries!

I went to go see the oral surgeon guy today. 3 0f 4 wisdom teeth are growing in fine for the most part... the one...is coming in sideways...and when i say sideways...i mean it...I saw the xray....and it's pretty uncomfortable...There is a constant dull pain in my mouth from my wisdom teeth...it's great.

April 23. 8.30am. I am finally getting rid of them. thank goodness.
My bottom teeth are on a nerve line or something to that effect and so it was probably bruise, meaning my lip might go numb for a while...I ask what a while is...he says 6 to 8 weeks. A while my tush. 'Yeah, be careful when you drink...ha ha ha'

Not funny.

Jerk move mr oral surgeon man. jerk move...